For those reading this, I just want to let you all know that, This is NOT about anyone that you are thinking of, trust me. I don't waste my time writing about anyone (of my friends etc] ...something happened today while we (my mom, grandma & me] were going to see this stupidass apartment in NH ...won't give details, BUT let's just say that i got bitched at by the both of then (at different times] &i started balling my eyes out.
Why does it seem like everything i do is never good enough? I mean, i know what i need to do, but like its really hard to get things together when you have certain people always putting you down. Like really. I have my own dreams & plans for my life. I wish that EVERYONE would get the hell of my back & let me be who i am. etc. I just want to run away & NEVER look back. I can't deal with this anymore. I'm sick of crying, feeling like I'm not good enough for this stupid family. I'm about 2.2 seconds away from cutting everyone off from my life. I live my life for me & NOBODY else. Its really NOT your damn fucking business what i do nor what i want to do. Seriously, i want all of YOUU to leave me the fuck alone. & stop hating on me.
It's pretty fucking pathetic that the drama i have is mostly with my family -- which is pretty alright, since i can't stand drama with friends, or boys. whatever.
xo
DiamondPrincess.
